How I Saved My Marriage when He’s the One who Needed to Change

By Dien, Empowered Woman

It was actually my husband who first read The Surrendered Wife.

He said he thought it would help our relationship if I considered some of the ideas. I looked at the title, and I was so angry.

How dare he blame this on me!

I really thought that I was doing everything right. If only he would change, our life would be happier.

After moving to England, I often told him, “I gave up my life in Canada to be here with you. At least you could make an effort!” I was honest and blunt about my feelings, to the point of rudeness. But the more I told him how to be a good husband, the more distant he became.

Here’s what I didn’t know about how to have a peaceful, intimate marriage.

I’m not sure how I got to be so unhappy, angry, and lonely in my marriage.

Was it postnatal depression since the birth of our son three months earlier? Was it because my husband was out of the house three nights a week for badminton, live music and football? Was it because I had not made new friends in this small town?

I wanted to be happy, but I just didn’t know how. To make matters worse, I blamed my husband for my unhappiness.

What happened to the guy I had fallen in love with?

Was this the same man who used to drive three hours from Wales to England each way every weekend for a whole year to see me? The one who flew to Canada after we broke up to work things out? The one who had said he was crazy about me?

At times he would jokingly say, “Please stop disrespecting me.”

I didn’t think I was disrespecting him. I thought he was being too sensitive.

He accused me of having a ghetto attitude and always being ready for a fight. In defense, I called him a country boy with no street sense.

I remember the day I decided to surrender.

I was going to let him have it. I called him at work and ran off a list of complaints. When I was finished my rant, I heard him crying.

He said he’d had to leave the office because I was yelling into the phone so loud that he was worried his colleagues could hear. He was sitting on the ground between two cars in the parking lot, sobbing and waiting for me to stop yelling.

He said, “I’m a grown man and I’m in a car park crying. Things shouldn’t be like this. I can’t take this anymore.”

He was right.

Things shouldn’t be like this. I decided that something needed to change.

I packed my copy of The Surrendered Wife and took the baby to a friend’s house for a week. When my husband had recommended the book, I dismissed it as soon as I got to the part about relinquishing control of the finances.

This time, I read the entire book in a week–twice.

I was so desperate for things to change in my marriage. I decided to try everything that was in the book.

I returned to my husband a grateful wife. I thanked him for making me coffee, taking care of our son, playing music with me, washing up after dinner, and going to work so I could stay home with our newborn.

I stopped complaining to him. I stopped telling him what to do. If he asked for my opinion on something that was his to decide, I would smile and say, “Whatever you think. I trust you.”

I started to respect him for who he was and made it a priority to show that I really respected his decisions by supporting instead of criticizing him.

I decided to get rid of the ghetto attitude by talking nicely to my husband instead of swearing and rolling my eyes at him.

I started to schedule three self-care activities a day, focusing on what I could do to make myself happy. I called my friends more often for girl talk. I started to play my violin again. I made time every day for a nap, a walk in the park, and writing a gratitude list in my journal.

I saw results immediately.

We argued less. We started laughing together again. He was home more often.

When I surrendered, he responded well. When I fell back into my old ways of nagging, complaining, blaming and yelling, he retreated emotionally.

It became clear to me that surrendering brings peace and happiness. Non-surrendering brings me back to feeling lonely and sad in my marriage.

I could see that things were improving between us, but I still yearned for them to be better. I googled “Laura Doyle” and read her blogs. I purchased her other books and read them daily for inspiration.

My girlfriends were calling me to vent about their husbands or partners, and I would talk to them about surrendering. All of this was going on without my husband’s knowledge.

Surrendering did not come naturally to me. I felt I was speaking a whole new language.

So one day, I decided that I wanted to enroll in Laura’s Relationship Coach Training program.

It was time to confess to my husband that I had reread the book that he’d recommended years ago.

I was worried that he would think I was somehow being fake in my marriage by following a handful of Skills. He was surprised to learn that I had reread the book. He also said, “I did notice that things had changed. I thought it was strange that you kept saying ‘Whatever you think.’”

The decision to surrender saved my marriage.

The Six Intimacy Skills™ have brought peace and intimacy back in my relationship. I definitely want more of it. I continue to practice the Intimacy Skills every day in my marriage, and I am so grateful for every opportunity to apply them.

I don’t feel like a fake at all. In fact, I feel more myself when I am feminine. I definitely feel more cherished, loved and adored by my husband.

I am so much happier with who I have become.
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By Laura Doyle

Hi! I'm Laura.

New York Times Bestselling Author

I was the perfect wife--until I actually got married. When I tried to tell my husband how to be more romantic, more ambitious, and tidier, he avoided me. I dragged him to marriage counseling and nearly divorced him. I then started talking to women who had what I wanted in their marriages and that’s when I got my miracle. The man who wooed me returned.

I wrote a few books about what I learned and accidentally started a worldwide movement of women who practice The Six Intimacy Skills™ that lead to having amazing, vibrant relationships. The thing I’m most proud of is my playful, passionate relationship with my hilarious husband John–who has been dressing himself since before I was born.

10 replies on “How I Saved My Marriage when He’s the One who Needed to Change”

Yes, but what if he’s already left for someone else and you want to save your family. That’s what I need!

I am searching for this answer myself. My stomach is in knots and it’s physically making me ill. I need help!!

I understand this and have read other articles saying the same, but how to you surrender to someone who you don’t trust, respect, or have hope in anymore? My husband stopped working full time 3.5 years ago right when my daughter was born and right before my father died. I have been working 2-3 jobs, raising my daughter, mourning my dad, and he is trying to “figure out what is wrong with him” so he can get a full time job again one day. He spends like crazy trying to find anything that will help his chronic pain, depression, and anxiety. I am the one that does everything for my daughter, does everything for the home, and pays the bills. How do I surrender to someone when I am the one who is running the show?

It sounds like your husband had health problems. That is always challenging on a marriage. It is challenging for you. It is also extremely challenging for him and it sounds like he is desperate for answers. His masculinity has taken a huge hit if he is unable to work. He might even be secretly feeling very guilty that he can’t take care of the family financially. If you’re feeling overwhelmed and believe that he could do better if he tried harder, he won’t share with you the pain and fear he is experiencing. Your respect is more important now than ever to help him know he is still a valuable person. Committing to standing together with each other can really be helpful.

I second what Susan said (and by the way, I see you and all you do to be a good mama to your little girl). How do you surrender to someone who is lost? Who tells you “I don’t know what to do/think” when you give him the benefit of the doubt and say “whatever you think is best” then in desperation (resulting from his own inaction) makes a horrible decision which negatively impacts you? How do you trust and love a man who doesn’t trust and love himself?!

Moving and beautifully written. A great success story that I am beginning to be able to relate to. Thank you for sharing.

I feel more like myself too. Surrendering seems to be a natural process in that it seems to tune into some innate psychological tendencies in men and women. I think it feeds the wellbeing of both sexes, in my experience. Of course, there are also times of resistance and stress where it doesn’t feel natural at all but that seems to be when we’re growing, turning over a new leaf in our femininity.

I have danced to that tune for a while. But the Issues he has caused and still causes are impacting too much. Either he starts to change now or I am out. I deserve better!

I raise my boys in a way that discourages selfish behavior and overly large ego. Their wives will have it a bit easier to get through to them when there are problems. They will know that communications vital – despite men lacking in that department. Just because they are not at an advantage does not make it bad. That motto is like a recurring theme in my parenting for all kids.
I have a responsibility to my children but also to myself. HE needs to change his ways now, as I have done for along long time or marriage will not work. I will need to show him the damage he is doing.

I also second Susan’s comment. How do you surrender to someone who broke the trust one day, yet you take care of all the bills for the home for 9 years of your marriage, pay tuition, medical, nurture the 5 children? It sounds like a simple rule but not easy. It takes a heart and God. Still emotionally confused about this

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